Disappear !


Disappearing into thin air
feels just about right
wanting a chance to eat
warm bread just out of the oven
and drinking the warmest cup
of my comfort coffee
and just melt away in the embrace
of the stars and the sky grey

to fly and reach the land of my dream
in the womb of care and warmth
love and understanding
where just by the look of an eye
all the pain just melts away
where words are not spoken
but emotions are valued.

to run away from all the drama
and half broken feelings
to not correct others for their
non existant flaws
that are really of my own
personal balled up feelings.

I just want to disappear
from the ocean of my held back tears
from this fake shield of fearlessness
and multitudes of plastic smiles
where insecurities and reality
are seen and appreciated
with the naked eye and naked heart.

Yes, I just want to disappear
disappearing in the thin air
seems just about right


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Dream !


But you know
there are many words
that I want to say to you
that will remain between
my lips, stitched,
like the water in the vast ocean
just touches the shore
gently and then recedes.

But may be in the faded light
of the faint moonlit sky
as you sleep to the sound
of peaceful night
I will whisper those words
in your ear
which you can’t hear
but may be
I will dream of you
dreaming those words.


Loving You ! (Re-post)


To me, loving you

Is the way to view the world

And express my perspective.


To me, loving you

is that moment,

When you feel you are in a parallel universe

Free from every weight that holds you down.


To me, loving you

Is looking at life from a blind man’s eye

Because he understands, what he can’t see.


To me, loving you

Is a feeling you get, looking at a child’s smiling face

Dripping with innocence, free from treachery.


To me, loving you

Is like the sunrise, beginning the day

With a new found hope brightening the soul.


To me, loving you

Is like a new discovery every day

Understanding the unknown


To me, loving you

Is about feeling good

With every little thing you have in your life to be grateful for.


To me, loving you

Is knowing, that contradictory views are better than betrayal

Teaching me that cold words doesn’t always mean ill-intent.


To me, loving you

Is comfort, just like the warmth of an overdue hug

Embracing you, and making you feel loved.


To me, loving you

Is company, that never leaves you alone

Becoming your strength at all times.


To me, loving you

Is knowledge, of experiences of others around

Inspiring you, to make a beautiful story of your own.


To me, loving you

Is the melody in the music you love

Touching you indefinitely at all the right wounds and healing.


To me, loving you

Is revelation, of the reasons of unexpected smiles

That brings the satisfaction in your heart making you contend.


To me, loving you

Is the view of tiny drops of dew settled on a flower on a winter morning

Bringing happiness to your heart and beauty to your eyes.


To me, loving you

Is dreaming, with your eyes open

Filling your heart with a passion to fulfil what is seen.


To me, loving you

is all of this and much more

Balancing me to feel better, understand better and ultimately, be better.



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Alter ego !



Laying down on the ground,

in the darkest hour of night.

while the winds too are asleep,

I mourn the loss,

loss of a dream.


I gaze at the sky above me,

jewelled with twinkling stars,

bringing life to the lifeless.

And the moon,

never in solitary,

even on the days, when,

it chooses to remain concealed,

they wait for it patiently,

to re-appear,

Just so they remain,

the perfect companions.

of all times.


Its surreal,

soothing my wounded heart,

for it secretly finds the company,

of the shining light of the night sky,

shedding radiance on its darkness,

guarding it with a beautiful,

white light of hope.



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Engraved !



Last night

you whispered in my ears

a combination of few letters,

words that made my spirit steer.

Sleep deprived that they are;

my eyes,

slept like a child,

after a time, which can’t be quantified.

The first light of the day struck,

my eyes opened,

only then it was,

I realised,

the power of a dream,

or it is your impact,

can tell who

cause in my sleep too,

as in the reality

your presence never fade,

engraved deep in my heart,

is your name,

is your love.




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Let's all celebrate (3)

To find what matters is easy, to find a way to reach it, is not.

To know what makes you happy is easy, to treasure it, is not.

To say is easy, listening is not.

To feel the pain is easy, to understand it, is not.

To talk wise, is easy, to be wise in disguise of a fool is not.

To loose patience is easy, to maintain calm in a disaster is not.

To have a dream is easy, to have the courage to accomplish it, is not.

To sympathise is easy, empathy is a virtue which is not.

To be a part is easy, to be included is not.

To melt is easy, to be a rock is not.

To be told is easy, to be convinced is not.

To be apprehensive is easy, to keep the faith intact, is not.

To be silent is easy, to be expressive is not.

To love is easy, to be loved is not.

Its easy, but its not.