Do you remember I asked you once about the best time you think we had spent together?
I remember how well you explained it embellishing with expressions and gestures, the sparkle in your eyes spoke all about the passion you held for that time. And i know how much you meant it because you are the one who speak with the depth of your eyes more than using words.
I never could tell you this, but do you know why that time held such a special place in your life? It was because in those few days you realised that you’ve fallen in love with me.
The moment of realisation of loving you was different for me. And from that moment till this day, nothing has been better than that for me as well. I visualise it every now and then. It’s my happy place to go to, when everything else around me is chaotic.
Did I tell you ever how I felt when our eyes locked for the first time?
Did I tell you ever how I felt when you first touched me and held me closer?
Did I tell you ever how I felt in the moment when your hands were in my hair and we were inches apart?
Did I tell you ever how it felt when your lips touched mine for the first time?
Did I ever tell you how did I feel when you poured your heart out for me trusting me with the darkest moments of your life?
Did I ever tell you how it felt when you included me in little decisions of your life?
Did I tell you ever how it felt when you cared for me in those little ways, never showing it off?
Did I tell you ever how I felt when you started trusting me with your life?
Did you know how special you made me feel?
It was magical. And it has been magical since then.
Ever since I realised that I love you, I have fallen in love with you every day all over again, every-time for a different reason.
Even in the times I dislike things you say or do, even in the times we fight, even in the times when I say hurtful things, and even in the times when I feel that you don’t understand my place, one thing I can’t stop is loving you.
The times when we were together were magical with your presence and now, when we are miles apart are magical too with the caravan of memories you’ve given me to live with until we meet again.
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