A visit !

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it visited me again tonight
slowly creeping in
making way 
to amplify
the darkest hole in my heart
enlarging that never filling void.
the loneliness it is
entering uninvited
in those hours
when the night sleeps
and the sound of crickets
is the only comfort
it grows, with days passing
and nights coming
and with every passing night
i’m a day further away
from everything, from everyone
-THEMOONLIGHTREVERIE

Mystery !

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Strange are the ways of life
takes you on a road strange
where you pave the way, you can’t see
carving out your path 
as much with petals of rose
as much with thorns,
where comes a point, 
pretending as if not feeling the pricks of fear
becomes the only choice
you feed your brain with
as if that burning fire inside your chest
is not killing you in those profound ways
even when the smoke begins to choke you
you just keep on walking through this heaviness
even when the alley ahead is clouded with fog
and the vision is anything but clear
you are expected to see the dazzle in it
as if you are standing strong as a concrete wall
when inside you are falling into pieces 
just like a deck of cards
-THEMOONLIGHTREVERIE

Shining light !

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I wish for the time and space
to unwind and float away.
Stepping into your mind
to read your thoughts
sweet and complex,
wanting a piece of you to remember
treasure a part of you in my heart forever
there are countless paths to travel
abounding passages to discover
having you by my side
the rising of the early sun
and the touch of the dawn
the sound of the morning crickets
and the silence of the night sky
the moments are infinite to experience
yet this endless distance
standing tall between us
forbidding the sweetest pleasure
of being together
however the darkness thrives
i’ll keep the light burning
in my heart, warm and bright
for you to always find shelter
peace and comfort
when you finally come home !

-THEMOONLIGHTREVERIE

Reason !

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Those clouds of passion that once 
came crashing across my face
and that love drenched rain
dressing my body with glitter
where fires flared from friction
along the trail your lips traced

on those chilly winter mornings
where our fingers found shelter
in the spaces between
where now these spaces seem so spacious
yet my fingers still linger 
on your fragrance.

And here am I
the only audience to your absence
trying to hold on to your warmth
yet unable to survive
for I miss my reason to exist
the anticipation of your kiss.

-THEMOONLIGHTREVERIE

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Appetite of love !

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I was curled up
with a book in my hand
reading about
love and growth
and it caught me thinking
how much we seem to know about
the beginning and budding of love
but how awfully little do we know
about how it continues.
And so, I gave myself
a reason to write
about how love reveals itself
gradually striking realities
as it comes
There are days when his hugs 
are like the
morning coffee, you need
for letting yourself up from the bed
while other days, they are those
welcome gifts that check
all the vital functioning of your body
as if one cannot possibly function
without the other
Then are those winter days
when no blanket
seem warm enough than the
embrace of those arms
and then are those 
ghastly trying and tiring days
when nothing is comforting
than that relaxing snuggle.
It just seems impossible
for me to imagine
being deprived of these sweet
little luxuries
There are days more often than less
when we cannot decide on the common food
that is delicious to us both
or the movies that we both love
yet here we are still eating
what’s made of love, the simplest of food
delicious or not
though bickering and irritating the other
using a will that is liberal enough
to go over each others watch-list
We alternate roles
in thriving on social situations
exhausting as it seems
making warm beverages for the other
to sit and listen to the agony built
I’m all about the whys of everything
while he is out to ask the hows
They say there is always
a little bit of dissent that
opposites breed
yet no one talks about
all that takes to satisfy
love’s greed.
And as I sit here
studying these curiosities
of differences
writing the poetry about
the opposites and the contradictions
of the personalities and love
and predictability and tease
watching the war between
expectations and surprises
and trust and belief
maneuvering the differences
gradually with comfort and ease
and the love in between
sitting quietly
witnessing all such
with amusement yet contented
for its appetite 
being quenched with patience
in a wholesome meal
cooked with affection and zeal.
-THEMOONLIGHTREVERIE

Exquisite love !

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But I wonder sometimes
why it had to be you, then
then i say to myself
I’m in love with your warm embrace
this gorgeous face and the strong presence
but it was your complex mind
it always had been
that ticked me always
kept me on toes
and the beautiful thoughts
it engenders
always made me weak in the knees
racing my heart,
to a point of destruction
leading to a creation
most alluring.

-THEMOONLIGHTREVERIE

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Dream !

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But you know
there are many words
that I want to say to you
that will remain between
my lips, stitched,
like the water in the vast ocean
just touches the shore
gently and then recedes.

But may be in the faded light
of the faint moonlit sky
as you sleep to the sound
of peaceful night
I will whisper those words
in your ear
which you can’t hear
but may be
I will dream of you
dreaming those words.

-THEMOONLIGHTREVERIE

Anticipated !

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The mind strays uncontrollably
in haste, flowing with the turmoil
things fall apart, the hell break loose
despite the pleading, its the darkness,
stubborn and persistent,
decides, just to stay
for as long as,
gloom becomes the only way.
Feelings foreign begin pricking
own is the heart
yet, begins betraying
for the millions of questions
alien and mysterious, transpiring
answers to which flow
in a different galaxy.
The blame is on the heart
for its inadequacy.
and just in time
a feeling surface,
the lies unfold
the control is lost
nor the mind, nor heart
no longer can
control, manipulate or stop
the coming of the storm

-THEMOONLIGHTREVERIE

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